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Monday, February 7, 2011
Intimacy Dress
I think this one is great XD haha
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The latest invention from Studio Roosegaarde and V2_Lab is a dress that not only looks nice but also becomes transparent when someone closes in.
The Intimacy dress is available in two striped material, white and black.
It would be interesting to note that the dress is made using electrically-sensitive foils that can change the level of their transparency based on the intensity of the current.
The white and black Intimacy dresses will be officially presented on September 22 at the Centraal Museum Utrecht, informs Dezeen.
The two dresses have the same form but have somewhat different purpose. The Intimacy Black dress becomes transparent when a man approaches the wearer, while the Intimacy White turns see-through when the wearer interacts with the dress.
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This is how the human mind works,
cool.. ^_^ follow this link for the video
http://www.infoniac.com/offbeat-news/led-cube-one-of-the-geekiest-things-ever-built.html
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Probably one of the geekiest electronic projects that appeared on the Internet recently is this 8x8x8 LED cube.
A user from Indestructables website and his friend are the authors of this creation, making virtually everything by themselves from component parts to software.
On the website the two offered a detailed guide (with pictures) on how to build the cube.
The cube can be used for different purposes, for example a light show or computer-based notifications.
Watch the video below to see the cool LED cube in action.
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Friday, January 7, 2011
Still Blind
Last Sunday night, January 2, 2011, when we arrived in Manila from Puerto Princesa City, I became shuttered again into pieces because of what I saw. I can't fully understand why after a year of without having any attachment to each other, I felt in love again to "12" once more.
This Christmas break was one of the best. I could say that because I was really happy of what happened to me after a great depression I'd experienced in Manila. Because of her, I felt that I have life again. I could feel the warmth of her care. Everything that we felt for each other three years ago was present during that great day. I don't know what happened, She's like a gift from above that answered my prayers from the day that I asked for that day to come. I thought it would last for long. Unfortunately, it wouldn't.
I was happy. Yes I was. From the first minute we saw each other, December 25, 2010, past 11 in the morning. A warm welcome by her was shown by a simple kiss and a hug that made my heart alive once again after a painful experience from a distant place.
We talked of what happened to me. She showed her care and concern for me. I was touched by her words. I couldn’t help myself to listen to her voice over and over. If I had a voice recorder during that time, maybe I've recorded it and listen to it every time.
We took a walk to our city. Just spending our time together. We reminisced the old times by laughing after passing by the streets that once we'd walk together. It was fun. Then we decided to rest for a while. Everything was there in that place. It's like we were still the same since from the start. It was like a dream that came.
Spending the evening with her family was another thing. It feels like I am a part of her family. Then she, I am already. It was very flattering. Its just having two families with different personalities.
That night, I thought everything would be the same in the next days that would come. Having that great happiness I felt was indeed rewarding in some way. We walked together, almost embracing each other. We were so close to the extent that I could feel her heart beating. The warmth of her touch was there enclosing my hips. Walking through sea of faces against the cold breeze of the sea together with delightful smiles and sweet laughs from her. A lovely evening, indeed.
We went to their home to continue the celebration of Christmas. Their, we all ate the same time sharing the same food. It was fun though. Cracking jokes and laughing with each other. Until it was almost 12 midnight, and we decided to leave now.
I don't understand why every time we had that kind of time with each other, my feelings for her always awoke like its always the same since the very first. Honestly I am very happy. But I am not aware of the consequences that I might get. Maybe because I am in a fantasy. A temporary fantasy with no glimpse of reality. Hoping to be the same and hoping for the good.
Unfortunately, everything started to change. Like the previous years, it was that feeling of being ignored once again. I did not accept it. I was still blind of what I feel. Then my birthday came. She promised that she'd come. Of course, I was expecting her to spend her time with me. But because of this gig, it ruined my night. I was suppose to be with her, with my friends, and with my family. Now I am thinking, what if I refused that gig, would it be the same? Or still, would she leave to meet her date? After thinking it deeply, both could be possible. But what could I do, its already done. What I have now is this bullshit. I had regrets of letting her go during that night. But I think it was meant to happen. Its just that I wasted many chances to make my self fulfilled. It makes me sick. All of those chances were flashing back every now and then, making me crazy and almost cry for it. I knew I had one last chance to hug and kiss her. But I don't know what happened, I let that chance flew away. Now it bothers me a lot. What if that would be the last, and their would be no more.
The day of parting came. A weird day for me. I wished that day that I would have more time with her. And it came true. Our flight was delayed because of an aircraft problem. So instead of sitting, waiting for the time of the flight, we went out of the airport to have a walk. We called it "last minute gala". Everything was fine at first. Then this guy she used to date before was asking something from her. A souvenir maybe. So she left again. She was planning to meet him again for the last time. Then time was too fast. It was 3 in the afternoon, and I decided to go back to the airport hoping that the airplane would come sooner. Unfortunately, it didn't.
Now, this is the hurting part. After an hour of travel soaring the night sky, at last we were in Manila. Someone was waiting for her outside the arrival. I let her go first because I don't want to see them meet each other. I know it would be too painful for me. Now I put my attention on how to get home as soon as possible because it was getting late. My sight was caught by them from a distance. I can’t help myself not to look to them. Now I'm upset. There's nothing I could do but ignore everything.
We were getting closer to our taxi. One last turn and were on. Coincidently, the moment I turned my head to look for our taxi, I saw them once again. I saw her hand reached his head telling him to kiss her. And that's it. They kissed each other. WHAT THE FUCK! What's wrong with you! Do you have any respect for me as your ex boyfriend? Didn't I tell you that I am still here? Are you insane or what? After everything I've done for you, you'll pay me with that?! FUCK! That made me so angry!
Her mother was asking me if she already left. I almost couldn’t make a text message because I was shaking because of anger. I wanted to cry but I couldn't. I'm in a public place. I felt my lips were zipped. I couldn't say any word. My heart was beating too fast, and I could feel that my heart was crying. What a depressing sight.
I let her know what I felt, because that was very hurtful to me. I couldn't hide it. I want her to know that I'm not happy from what I saw. It was like slapping my face from all directions. Stabbing my chest that reached my heart and tore it to small pieces. Burning my whole body without a flame but could turn me into ashes and vanish in the wind. Everything I've done for her was put into nothing because of that. As much as possible, I don't want to be mad at her, because she's still special to me. I know, I still love her, because if I wasn't, I won't be affected so badly. But now, I think I am getting use to it. Even though I still think of her, I could still feel the pain inside. I don't know how long will it last.
I witnessed the most painful thing I'd imagined. Now its not an imagination anymore, its now reality. Not a good start for this year 2011.
Saturday, March 20, 2010
As Long As It Matters
by: Gin Blossoms
How can I find something
That two can take
Without stumbling as we
Walk into our future's wake
I'm like a broken record
That you can play
Repeating as if it matters
Everything I want to say
I'll be all right
As long as it matters
As long as you're here with me now
Forget that time
It's nothing we touch and see
All this is fine
Even as it crashes down on me
I'm looking around
There's nothing that I could want
More than to tell you
There's no more than we've already got
I'll be all right
As long as it matters
As long as you're here with me now...
Forget that our time is almost up I'll be all right...
A song from Gin Blossoms entitled as long as it matters. Matagal ko na rin napapakinggan ang song na toh. Pero ngayon ko lang na-appreciate ang message ng kanta. Dati kasi pinakikinggan ko lang. Gusto ko lang ang melody niya. Pero ngayon nakarelate ako bigla sa gustong iparating ng song na toh. Kaya ko nilagay ito sa blog kasi hindi ko rin alam kung paano simulan ang susunod kong entry.
Mixed emotions na naman ata. Marahil kasi may namimiss na naman akong tao. Sabi nga sa song "I'm like a broken record", diba? Paulit- ulit na ganito. Hindi naman ako nagsasawa, kaya lang nalulungkot ako sa tuwing nararamdaman ko ito. Lalo na pag walang magawa. At kakaunti lang rin ang oras para magpahinga sa nakakapagod na linggo na puro trabaho at aral na kung tutuusin nakakatamad na rin talaga. Sa sobrang sipag, nakakatamad. Ayun, parang ganun. Magulo pero subukan niyo maging masipag, ewan ko lang kung hindi kayo tamarin.
Nalulungkot talaga ako sa nararamdaman ko ngayon. Nagsusulat na naman ako sa blog para makabawas ng dinadala.
Sound trip na lang tayo habang nagsusulat nito, at sa mga nagbabasa, sound trip din kayo. Para naman hindi masyadong tahimik ang paligid.
Ayun, di ko na alam ang susunod kong isusulat. Kinakain na ata ako hehehe. Parang ayaw na gumana ng utak ko mag-isip dahil nabarahan na naman. Wew, ang bigat. Hehe, idaan na lang sa tawa para kunwari wala lang, walang nangyayari. Kaya lang ang problema, gusto ko pa magsulat, wala lang akong maisip na paraan para naman maging creative tignan at basahin ang entry na toh.
Siguro ganito na lang, kunwari may kausap na lang ako. Kausap ko ang blog ko na kunwari ay isang tao. Isang tao na nakikinig sa lahat ng sasabihin ko sa kaniya na hindi siya magrereklamo. Makikinig lang siya. Ilalabas ko liahat ng gusto ko ilabas para makapagpagaan sa kalooban ko.
Kaya lang, si blog ay blog lang. Kahit anong gawin kong pagkausap sa kaniya, hindi siya sasagot. Dahil ako rin ang gumawa sa kaniya. Ako rin ang may control sa kaniya. Wiw, sana, si blog ay tao na lang. Para masagot niya mga tanong ko sa sarili ko na hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa rin masagot sagot sa loob ng ilang taon.
Nababaliw na ako. Halata naman diba? hehe. Sa mga hindi nakakaintindi, sorry wala akong magagawa dun. Bahala kayo kung ano gusto niyo isipin. Sa mga nakakaintindi, salamat. hehe. Siguro dumaan na rin kayo sa ganito.
Hayun, siguro ipapaliwanag ko na lang ang painting na nasa bandang itaas na ginamit ko bilang illustration para sa blog entry na ito. Kung mapapansin niyo, may magkayakap na tao sa gitna. Kaya yan magkayakap yan dahil mga lovers sila. They love each other. Gawa sila sa lines dahil ganun na lang ang connection nila sa isat-isa. Kasing nipis na lang ng mga linya na bumubuo sa kanila ang koneksyon nila sa isa't-isa kahit mahal nila ang bawat isa. Nagpapalit din ang kulay ng paligid nila dahil hindi lahat ng pagkakataon, masaya ang isa sa kanila at kung pareho sila ng nararamdaman. May puti ring linya na nakapaloob sa dalawa na parang naghihiwalay sa damdamin nila. Parang sinasabi na hanggang dun na lang sila sa sitwasyon na yun. Sa likod ng lalake, parang may alon na sasakop sa kaniya. Hindi niya napapansin yun dahil masaya siya nakikita niya sa harap niya. Hindi niya namamalayan na may dark part ng feelings niya na kumakain sa kaniya. Ayun, ayoko na ituloy. Kayo na bahala mag interpret ng painting. May kinalaman pa rin sa song ang painting. Hindi ko lang maituloy kasi ayoko na ituloy.
Have a nice day everyone.
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